I may not know what you are going through. I may not feel the same pain you are enduring. I know there are lot of uncertainties in your life and you are afraid of it. Afraid of failures, afraid of being broken again.
You may feel lost in your journey.
You may not understand where you are right now.
You maybe thinking of giving up already.
But if there’s one thing I would ask from you is to not give up.
Even if it seems hopeless, dont lose hope.
Even if your faith became as small as the mustard, still believe.
You maybe at the crossroad right now, choosing the which path is better. Both roads are uncertain but we must not be afraid of the crossroads because God already said that “I am with you whatever you choose”.
I will not say that being lost is okay because I know it is difficult. But sometimes, we need to be lost to be found again. That in a journey of being lost, you will find again the grace of the Lord. No matter how dark is your surrounding, there is a small light that will still shine at the end of road.
There are aspects in our life that we know we are a failure and a mere loser but please be reminded that there is no battle that God can not win for us, only if we will believe.
“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” -Isaiah 41:10
Wherever you will go, God will meet you there.